My pissing fantasy

When I was a little girl I remember catching my dad watching a dirty movie. Two teens were kissing each other, feeling their perky tits. One thing led to another and they started to lick their pussies. I was fascinated! The way they carried each other through this whole process of emotions just blew me away. At one point one of them was so aroused that she started pissing into the other girl's mouth. I didn't understand what was going on. I couldn't stop thinking about it and it became my biggest fetish as a teen. I still haven't found a girl to share this experience with but I decided to take matters into my own hands. Every time before masturbating I pee into a pot and fantasize about it being a sensual mouth with full round lips.